Just came home not long ago. Went to 'Long house' to eat again because laogong wanna eat carrot cake and goreng pisang. Hehe.. Had a long talk with laogong at his house there. Was just the 2 of us alone..so romantic. He told me lotsa things from his heart which i did not know and it really melted my heart. =) Just love romantic nights with him whereby he would tell me all the things in his heart. Haha.. =) Love him so so much.

Anyways, i think i must be really pretty today! Haha. I went to help hubby buy 4 goreng pisang and the uncle sold me 7 for 3 bucks when one piece is 60 cents. And when i sat cab home, the uncle charged me lesser. LOL! No lah, i was just joking bout the pretty part because im NOT! Lol..

Owells.. hubby brought me out to shopping ytd. He bought me a 'Mango' top! Yayness! Love him so muchh! =) I just love the way he treats me now..always taking me shopping whenever i want to.. and buying stuffs that i want. Haha.. =D Dont be jealous pple! =x

Hmms, shall stop here and call my hubby alrdy. Bye Bye

Samantha Lim Hui Yi Love Foo Toon Cheng Marcus! <33

Boo, baby has left my house and i miss him!

Got back biology and geography prelim papers today. Passed both but im disppointed with my biology paper. I know it was a difficult paper and i should be glad because i didnt really study and those people that usually do well in science didnt do well too, but i guess biology was the paper i put all my hope on for pulling up my overall combined science marks. Hais.. but the thing that made my day was my geography! I did not study much and only focused on the 'Multinational Companies' but it didnt come out in the end however i`ve scored 36/50 which is WOW! Miracle! Haha. So i can pin all my hopes on combine humanities if i fail my combine science! LOL. Gonna get back the rest of my prelim papers tomorrow, guess it`ll be my death day. ;x

Heard from hubby about this girl in maple. _|_ her is all i can say. Reason is because hubby said he was hungry and the girl asked him if he wanted to drink milk and asked if he ever had *** before. I mean WTF? you know he have a gf and you still ask this kinda qns? _|_ you bitch. 14 years old only so fucking loose.. dont study also will have a future ahead which is obviously standing in geylang! She still has the guts to msg him! Fuck! Talking about it makes me boil..FUCKING BITCH! Arghs! >;(

Gonna head to town with crushiee tomorrow. Its been a long time since we last hung out and i kinda miss the fun we had. Guess ever since i had a boyfriend, i have been neglecting my friends alot but im glad they all understand.=)

Owells, kinda tired now.Guess i`ll lie on my bed while waiting for that stupid cute ass to call me. Hehe. =)

Sammie <3 Marcus lots!
LOVE since 26march05`

Miss my baby hell loads! ;x He is sleeping like a dead pig >;( but i bet he is gonna wake up at some stupid time in the morning and call me to irritate me with his cute voice.

Hmms, im glad me and hubby isnt quarrelling as much as we used to. Went down to shunfu to find hubby yesterday. Went to Long House and had our dinner there, sadly, our yummy goreng pisang store was closed already =(. Haha.. Both of us had carrot cake which wasnt yummy at all, if i had known, i would have asked hubby to take me to 'Prata house' for nasi branyi? Dunno how its spelled lah! Haha.. After dinner, hubby took me to his house BBQ pit. It is really romantic and cooling there and we had a really nice talk with me lying on his lap. Well, not much of talking but more of hugging and kissing =x LOL. I could really feel his love for me.. and the feeling he gave me at that time was so magical, simply undescribable. At that point of time, something struck me which told me he was gonna be the one. Aww.. just love him so much!

Shall post some pics up and den im off to bed. Gotta go school tmr. BOO!

I look damn pale in all the pics because i was damn tired when i went to meet him and my fucking foundation broke into a zillion pieces. Haha..


1. Cute baby talking on the phone. I <3 that blur face of his!
2. Picture of baby while i was lying on his lappy.


Ugly zi lian me and last picture of me trying to act cute! ;x Wahahaha.


Big fat pig that baby bought for me. Love it loads! <3

Love my big fat pig and my lovable hubby! Gonna hit the bed now. Bye bye!

Woohoo! Time to chuck books aside and PARTAYE! Haha. Yay yay! Prelims are finally over! =D But cant be too happy yet because the next N level paper would be coming in about 2weeks time. =( BOO to studying. Haha..

Well well, finally got to see my baby today! So handsome! Haha. He was really nice today, took me to the movies, bought me this HUGE pig and also bought me my make up foundation because i dropped my old one and it broke. So happy =). Caught the show 'Ghost Game'. Fucking scary and gruesome! But ending was quite boring.
Rate it 4 out of 5 stars! A movie worth catching lah. =D

Hmms, i miss my baby and im gonna stop here because my show has started! Sayos!

I LOVE MARCUS and this damn blog is rotting! Wahahaha.

Hmms, okay. I should not be blogging and i should be facing the damn books now but yet, i cant stand the temptations of the computer. Studied chinese today, im glad i managed to finish it =). Tried hard not to hit the sheets for a nap today and im glad i didnt! x) Wahaha.

Literature today was pure disaster. I had so much to write and i knew what i wanted to write, however, time wasnt on my side. Boo! Guess i focused too much on the first question which left me little time to do the rest. Had english paper too which i feel in my opinion was quite easy. But many of my frens found it difficult. Haha.. maybe i would not even do well in english. Ahh.. Fuck. English and literature are my best subjects but yet i`ve screwed them all up. =S Fuck me! Im so not gonna do well in my PRELIMS and im so gonna disappoint my mama again! =( Hais..

Owells.. whats done is done. My stomach has been playing tricks on my everyday, giving me pains that come from hell. Had such a bad pain today whilst doing my paper and i badly wanted to scream and roll into a big ball and cry like a baby! I keep swinging my legs hoping to ease the pain but it turned out that i attracted attention from the teachers. Haha. _|_ my tummy. Anyone wanna exchange her tummy with me? Preferbly a flat one without problems! Haha.. Unlike mine, round like a roly poly. LOL.

Hmms, heard a bad news from hubby today. I dun wanna tell it to the world wide web but the news hurt me deep. I cried upon hearing it and all he could do was to tell me nothing would happen. Hais.. maybe he is just as afraid as i am but yet he has to act tough and be the one comforting me because he is my bf and his job is to comfort me whenever im down and assure me when im unsure. Hais.. I really cannot afford to lose him so i guess i`ll cherish him more den ever now. I already had a feeling that something had happened when his handphone was off and he didnt contact me for the whole day and i fucking hit the bulls eye. I dont see myself getting so lucky another times but why must i always be so accurate when it comes to bad stuffs? Argh. Fuck it. Back off people, dont take my baby away from me or i`ll bite! >;(

Alrights, guess i`be talked too much. Shall go hit my books now aye? =) Wish me luck for my papers and wish for nothing to happen to my baby. =)

Sammie <3 Marcus with all her heart! (^-^)

Hmms, have not been blogging for long due to PRELIMS. Had my first paper last friday. Not bad i guess.But today`s maths paper one was just pure shit. Fucked everything up. The total number of blanks i left is enough to fail me. haha.. I counted the marks of the blanks i left and it added up to 26. So thats 26 marks off my paper. =) haha.. Social Studies was alright i guess. Didnt expect it to be so easy, but i guess i would still fail it due to the source based questions.

Would not be meeting my baby till friday, the day which marks the end of my PRELIMS. I`m not really into the studying mood because of the fact that PRELIMS doesnt affect the overall N level score. Hais.. SAMANTHA SAMANTHA! Wake up! LOL.

Hmms, i saw that ugly monkey from my school today, apparently, she is back from her suspension. She keeps staring at me and i feel like fucking her up. But i aint so childish to be in this 'ah lian' biz with her. She aint even worth for me to open my mouth to scold her. Stupid ginna PI PI PI! Haha.. YP KIA!! Some bitch. But owells, while i was leaving the examination hall, she stared at me and i did _|_ to her. LOL. She must have been fuming mad! LOL. Anyways, what century is this alrdy? Still play ah lian? Haha.. Can go stand in museum already lah! ROFL. Oh, and btw, she isnt an ah lian. Just some YP acting like she is an ah lian. Get it? Haha. Ahh.. fuck her!

I miss my baby. Its taking a thousand centuries for one ONE year FIVE months to approach. its taking a ZILLION years. And man, we`re still loving despite the thousand complaints i`ve made here and the countless of quarrels we`ve had. And he treats me damn good now. I love him <3 Weee....

Kkaes, shall stop here. Gonna go hit the books now. =) Miracle ehs? Haha.. BYE BYE

Sammie <3 Marcus

Boo! My tummy still hurts ( ::"-":: ) Hubby doesnt wanna care about me. Playing his dumb maple.. 'Maple maple maple..sian la you fucker.. AW AH AW' Haha.. I not from that gang eh..im just quoting it from one of hubby`s testimonials.

Hmms. cooked for hubby today. Intended to cook kang kong for him..so i went to NTUC with my sister. Haha.. I hate the stalks of the kang kong so i only plucked the leaves and threw all the stalks away and my kang kong turned out to be so little after i fried it and it was only enough for one person. PATHETIC! Haha.. Even my sis laughed at me! Ahh.. Haha.. Besides that..cooked vermicili soup and the normal dishes which i always cook. Yepps..

Got a good news from hubby. He might not get into trouble because his friend never bao dou him at all! YAY! \(^-^)/.. No words can describe my happiness. But but but.. that doesnt mean i will not cherish him. =)

Alrightys..im tired. Shall stop here and give my baby a call. =)

Sammie Love Marcus! Muacks

Hais.. Im missing my boy so badly now. Im suddenly so afraid and my thoughts are drifting away. I really need my baby`s assurance now. So many things are happening suddenly..it seems like god is trying to take all my loved ones away from me.

Firstly, my sisters got caught by the CNB recently.. i may not have shown that i cared but deep down i do.. i really pray hard that nothing would happen to them. Secondly, its hubby. I dont wanna state what happened but im really afraid that he would be taken away too. I`ve told him many times..told him not to do those kinda stupid things, but yet he doesnt wanna listen.. now that he might get into trouble thanks to his so called 'brothers'...den he wanna regret everything. Its useless for me to say so much because what happened has already happened. And we can only take one step at a time and cherish each other now with the time we have. Just wanna assure my baby that if anything happens, i will wait for him and will take care of myself. Hais..i still cannot accept this fact and my tears would trickle down uncontrollably. Heard of this bad news 2-3 days ago and up til now, i am still crying over it. Call me a cry baby but if you were in my shoes, you would understand. I always thought that hubby would NEVER leave me, i always took him for granted and always raised my voice at him. Even till now, i still scold him when he always gives in to me.. i still dont know how to cherish him dont i? I always think that i do not love him that much..i think this way so that i would assure myself that i wouldnt fall as hard as i did the last time him broke up with me.. but now, even without him leaving me..i finally understand how much i love him and how much he means to me. Why must i come to realise of it today? Why cant i learn to cherish him even at this point of time? He really needs me by his side now and yet i still raise my dammit voice at him. I hate myself! Hais.. baby..i love you.. i`ll be praying that nothing would happen to you.. hais.. i love you i love you i love you!!

( ::"-":: ) Hais.. God, why must you play this kinda jokes on me ?

BOO! My tummy hurts real bad.. ( ::"-":: ) Hais.. Been spending most of my time with baby now. He treats me real good and im very happy.

Hais, some thing has happened and i really pray hard that hubby would be fine. I dont want anything to happen to him, i really cannot afford to lose him. Hais..my close friends would know what have happened. My time spent with hubby now is very limited and i wanna be with him every minute every second. Hais, i just cant stop crying when i heard of it and i cant hold back my tears whenever i think about it..whenever i close my eyes, i would see them taking hubby away from me..Hais.. =( Pray hard that nothing would happen.

Anyways, watched 'Click' with hubby yesterday. A really funny show! I`ll give it 5/5 stars. Really hilarious and got me tickled throughout the whole movie. Took neos with hubby again. =) Really love him so much! He took me to orchard again today, ate at HANS. Kinda got into a quarrel with him but we`re alright now. =)) I love my baby..

Shall stop here alrdy. My eyes are closing alrdy. Nites

Dear i love you! I really do.. Muacks..

I`m one happy girl ! Weets! Hehe..im really happy with the way me and my baby are now. We`re not quarrelling so often anymore which is a very good sign i guess? haha..

Anyways, baby was sick on tuesday when i went to meet him. He fetched me home and just fell asleep on my bed. He developed a very high fever so i told him to stay over because i was worried he might faint or something on the bus. I was really so worried.. he was so hot untill the extent that when i lie near him, i can feel the heat and we`re in a air conditioned room somemore. But he was freezing and kept telling me he was very cold. My heart damn pain when i see my baby like that. I did all i could, i coaxed him into eating some fever pills and put an ice pack on him but still, his fever did not go down. I felt so damn useless! =( Hais..

Next morning, i went to school and left him in my house to rest because his fever was still there. I bought lunch and lin yang water for him after school and rushed home because he said he was hungry. Upon reaching home, i found out that baby had a diarrhoea, he went to the toliet over 10 times! =( Hais.. But im glad he is okay now! Teeheehee.. baby better take good care of yourself because im such a lousy wife, i dunno how to take care of you.. =( haha..

Baby`s good brother enoch has gone into the hostel. Baby is quite sad about it because he and enoch are always doing stupid things tgt. Hais, i don`t know how to comfort him but all i can say is baby, i will always be by your side okay? I will accompany you whenever you want me too..i will always be here for you..ok? Hehe! x)

Prelims are coming, gotta start studying soon. Shall end here already.

Samantha <3 Marcus ! Muack!